Words

 So very many words are floating around in my head this evening, but they don't seem to have a particular order or feel. They actually are starting to get on my nerves, in a really weird way. I thought I would try to get a few of them down on "paper" to maybe clear my mind before my bedtime rituals begin. I'm not sure if this counts as "free writing" or what but I'm kind of doubting that a poem will spring forth or anything, but what the hell. . . here goes.

Warning to reader:

1. Please do not try to figure out anyhidden meaning because there isn't one. 
2. Give up on trying to sequence any thing. It's just a big messy circle, much like life.
3. Don't worry that I've stopped taking my prozac. This is just regular crazy. you know, the good kind.

Random thoughts:

1. My twins talk alot.
2. Grace loves the rain.
3. I love watching "Hoarders" TV show, and that really disturbs me.
4. Sometimes rain makes me sad.
5. I don't like to be called a poopyhead, even by a 3rd grader.
6. I feel guilty that I haven't talked with my mom as much lately. She's done her time with me in the dark and she deserves to share in the light.
7. I'm glad Sam is happy and living in New York.
8. I wish Will would get a haircut.
9. School is tough this year -- it's kind of like my own little mission field. These kids need love and consistency and then just a little bit more love. It's an honorable profession, but it's exhausting.
10. I really like the idea that Bo put his new strawberry bed close to the house -- really cool stuff.
11. I can't believe that I am allowing myself to love and be loved by Walter.
12. I wish Rufus would not walk on the keyboard.
13. I wonder if my writing will ever get back to normal.
14. I never eat just one Krispy Kreme -- I always eat them two at a time.
And finally, what is normal?

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